Wow, my boy is walking so well! He follows me around everywhere. My parents had him for a couple of weeks to visit and spend time with him. I called and told them I wanted him back. So he’s back and oh my, did I miss the little man. he follows me everywhere, when the phone rings he says, “hi!” lol it’s so cute! He’s such a “Big Boy” now. He wants to help with everything. We were letting the air out of the airmatress and he wanted to help. His favorite part was stomping on it at the end to make sure all of the air was out. He had a blast. Since he’s walking alot more now, he is wearing his pip squeekers. http://www.pipsqueekers.com if You’d like to check them out. The cutest little things. Our neighbor saw him outside in them and went and got his wife so she could see them too.
Thursday, the 24, I went to the doctor. I finally got a primary care. I think I overwhelmed him. *grins* He said he had no clue about NF2 and I told him I would help him. lol. He’s very nice. Older, like an old family doctor. I love is bedside manner too. I think he and I will get along great. He gave me some more meds for anxiety. I can’t sleep at night because I am afraid to go to sleep. Afraid I’ll die in my sleep or something. it all started when I found out the tumor was growing. So, maybe, hopefully, some meds will get me calmer and I’ll get back to normal.
Normal, is that even possible these days? It seems like everyone has problems and we all think ours is the worst. Some people break up with their fiance and think life just can’t go on, then you get someone like me with the NF2 and it’s like grow up, but I’m scared too and think life just totally sucks but then there is someone with cancer. So in our own minds, we all think we got it bad. But I just have to always remember, there is always someone more worse off than I am. So the next time I get in one of my poor pitiful me moods, I’ll just have to remember that.
I haven’t heard anything from the Seeing Eye yet. I probably won’t for a while. But Hopefully they figure out a class date for me soon. I want another dog so bad. Of course, that will mean a month away from Edward and Isaiah, but hopefully I can manage.
Think that is all for now. Will be back later with another update on my boring life. And thank you to everyone for you support and prayers. I need it.
Holly
