I really don’t like negativity. Especially when it is something you can not change.
I am riding the roller coaster of life. Happy one minute and scared or down the next.
My hearing goes up and down and sometimes I feel like it isn’t even worth having. But then I hear “momma?” That’s always worth it.
I enjoy it here in Texas seeing Edward’s family, but I still want to get back to my house.
In my house I can control wherethings are and move around easier. It’s still a challenge because of my balance, but here it’s basically impossible.
If I want to go somewhere, even to the bathroom, I have to have someone help me to the doorway because my balance isso bad now that I need something or someone to hold on to.
I can’t hear very well at all, and I am having to have people sign more and more. Today I had to call my mom using relay. It’s so depressingto know that I can’t even talk to my mother on the phone anymore like I used to.
I just want to get back to my house, with my own things, and feel safer. When I get back home I have a meeting with the services forthe deaf in order for me to learn more sign language. I am excited about this.
I’m just trying to stay posative or optomistic about life, even though it doesn’t look good at times. With a posative mind, I will get through anything.
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